The gifts that he has given to you, will be used to save the lives of the people that look up to you for counseling and guidance. Every choice that you make affects the ones that you love and that love you.
When you choose to be selfish, they suffer greatly for it.
When you choose to be selfless, they benefit greatly for it.
How do you want to be remembered? As the man who saved lives, but being selfless or as the man that destroyed lives by being selfish?
In the end, the choice is always yours, but remember that every negative choice, will always have a consequence and yes, the grace of God can cover you, but that does not always mean that you will be excused from punishment.